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I Feel Alive

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1.
promise me we’ll always be together we make sense in all types of weather take a dive, jump right in even if you drown get a load of that sunshine in your life they play shadow games I play with the light promise me we’ll always be overhead, underneath you see it either side of what you thought you needed dime for dime blowing through the seasons tell me when you’re high get a load of that sunshine in your life they play shadow games I play with the light promise me we’ll always be kiss me tight sunshine they play shadow games I play with the light they play shadow games
2.
I Feel Alive 02:34
when I saw you wanted to spend the night with someone else at home I knew it wasn’t right I feel alive looking in your eyes conversation that I did not like faces in the street I wish I didn’t recognize I feel alive looking in your eyes lost nights, trying to remember when I’m in your arms I can finally surrender I feel alive looking in your eyes
3.
Pirouette 03:06
company what for no appetite I don’t want no more invitation to another jubilee on my hands and knees bitch please out on the prowl running on empty pirouette on the pavement ground that drop of rain sound the spirit wept even in your old town you’re on your own now you’re on your own a silhouette of a stranger said when lying in bed you’re on your own now you’re on your own enemy at war no end in sight no one to fight for captivation always takes a hold of me I don’t hold the key you’re free walkin’ around knowing you kept me pirouette on the pavement ground that drop of rain sound the spirit wept even in your old town you’re on your own now you’re on your own a silhouette of a stranger said when lying in bed you’re on your own now you’re on your own
4.
looking out at the cold world looking out at the cold world if I said I could be more than can real listen up, this what I have here before when we used to be together in our fear listen, what I said I said it to the mirror I tore out a piece of paper folded up a swan longing for the days there were hours in your arms now I got nobody there keeping me warm if I didn’t know you back then I’d be different but I don’t know you now and I don’t know when I will again looking out at the cold world looking out at the cold world my favorite ballads and sad movies don’t do nothing for me now unfamiliar ending and sound if I thought I could be standing at your door listen I just don’t know who I am anymore i’m tearing up that piece of paper righting all my wrongs longing for the days there were hours in your arms now I got nobody there keeping me warm if I didn’t know you back then I’d be different if I didn’t know you back then I’d always wish I did but I don’t know you now and I don’t know when I will again no I don’t know when I will
5.
tripping out the bedroom double check the door is locked someone out to get you stranger living in your thoughts what would you know slip into nostalgia sweat dripping down your neck now you really want her all the lovers that you just forget what would you know they all keep holding you close colder and closer they all keep holding you close till it’s over searching constellations seeing if the stars align signs are myths like nations shapes drawn over crooked lines what would you know they all keep holding you close colder and closer they all keep holding you close till it’s over all the lovers that you left behind all the lovers lovers that you left behind keep holding you keep holding you keep holding you close closer they all keep holding you close till it’s over they all keep holding you close
6.
deep dive slithering height of the skyline blue skies on another flight eye on the prize highlighted hair and the eyeline emphasize women on the side string along pearls around her neck serpent they’ve become choking every breath and I bite my tongue don’t remember what i’m running from twenty years into millennium had a dream tomorrow come you weren’t in it i’m missing something when i’m in your arms this is good for nothing won’t be long in the witching hour or the dawn in the witching hour or the dawn a boys pride vanishing under the spotlight many sides surface and ignite swallow tears the wind swept pressure to become till there’s nothing left and I bite my tongue don’t remember what i’m running from twenty years into millennium had a dream tomorrow come you weren’t in it I’m missing something when i’m in your arms this is good for nothing won’t be long in the witching hour or the dawn in the witching hour or the dawn eye on the prize highlighted hair and the eyeline emphasize women on the side
7.
Take Down 02:43
take down for many reasons which we know now it was a shakedown echo through the final days scenes get in the way weighing what you want to say is there really no other way still no one sees the person they’re sitting across I’m at a loss my picture of you leaning on your hands, looking that way so clear to me now you were thinking about somebody else are you still awake did you ever look down at my sleeping face I wish I knew why we pretend why did I stay a curtain dancing by the wind are you awake
8.
show me love show me off comfort me touch my heart open up open mind tenderness every time (show me love) only you and I tonight (show me love) drowning in Paradise (show me love) right now baby every kiss every touch let me bloom next to you only you and I tonight drowning in paradise right now baby right there baby right now baby all I want is you to show me love show me love for a lifetime montre moi l’amour pour la vie c’ennoyer au paradis impatient pour minuit fait moi venir toute suite je m’ennuie quand tu n’est pas là je passe tous les journées sur le divan je me leve soulement pour me doucher je ne veux que tu me touchais only you and I tonight drowning in Paradise right now baby right there baby right now baby all I want is you to show me love
9.
in the right dress head tilted looking back tiffany’s best lights up with a flash hand is on your shoulder handing you the world world that’s getting colder I think I used to know her the very last song holding it together it’s alright to long okay fine whatever you are what you want the path that you run (the path that you run) forever till it’s done in a nice place never know what to say don’t know who you are with his arms around your waist dresses hanging on the line empty promises in your pocket you say you’re doing fine I think i read about it the very last song holding it together it’s alright to long okay fine whatever you are what you want the path that you run (the path that you run) forever till it’s done watch it go by want to make it better it’s alright to cry okay fine whatever you are what you want the path that you run (the path that you run) forever till it’s done
10.
hey now, yeah what you sayin haven’t been seeing much of you around on your way to find c’mon make up your mind there’s no guarantee there nobody here to show you the way looking to Remember give me a reason face in the mirror who you really see there you decide what you wanna be days go by denying why you say you wanna stay the same everything you hiding c’mon now don’t you know they see it anyway looking to Remember give me a reason face in the mirror tell me who you really see there do you believe you decide what you wanna be looking to Remember give me a reason face in the mirror tell me who you really see there do you believe you decide what you wanna be you decide what you wanna be
11.
Too Much 04:20
a lonely nature occupies me time elapsed since you and I been space, mistrust this touch is just too close for us I don’t want what you want (too much) sometimes I wish I’d fall for a love I don’t want anyone (too much) truth is you’ve been talking just a little how you’ve been stuck in the middle wait, that’s enough this touch is just too close for us I don’t want what you want (too much) sometimes I wish I’d fall for a love I don’t want anyone (too much) not enough to understand this emptiness in what you’re saying c’mon, take me for granted when did our love make me this way watch you bending out of shape in this figure eight we keep on pacing get it straight, don’t discuss this touch is just too close for us not enough to understand this emptiness in what you’re saying c’mon take me for granted when did our love make me this way baby ooh you took your chance you had it it’s just too much, too little, too late when did our love make me this way it’s just too much, too little, too late Peace

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released April 3, 2020

All Songs composed by TOPS. Lyrics by Jane Penny and David Carriere.
Produced by Jane Penny and David Carriere
Recorded at Hotel 2 Tango, Studio Toute Garni, Arbutus Records, and Parc-Ex Tone Jail in Montreal, QC Canada and Fenster Studio and Redbull Studio in Berlin, Germany.
Mixed by Chris Coady
Mastered by Greg Calbi
Special thanks to Sebastian Cowan, Bronwyn Ford, Adam Byczkowski, John Moods, JJ Weihl, Austin Tufts, Shae Brossard, @vpennytopsmom

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